Friday, January 07, 2005
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im feelingg so moodyy..
going home everyyday on my own..
alone.
3 days.
all the same.
sitting at the bus looking out of the window.
thinkkingg of so mani things.
-im not gud fren
-not a nice gurl
-not a filial kid
-dont knoe how to cheer ppl up when they are sad
-going overboard when saying bout jokes
-too noisy
-too cheebye
-act in everything
-exaggerating
-stoopid
-run out of words to say bout myself. im too stoopid
no one noes mi.
better than myself.
goingg home. alone. i hate that . but wad can i do when i have no friendds. ferget it . its meant to be .
++ (.smile andd smile at everythingg andd everythingg____________________]]
im so happi . tell myself .
i hate myselff.
i bet you all hate mi too.
if you want to laugh at mi being stoopid go ahead. i shall not stop you . juhs laugh.
im happi that you are happi too . my job to make ppl laugh . its nice to noe that the all the ppl are enjoying muchh more than me. i dun mindd.
i dont wan ppl to walk into my footsteps..its bad..
[[________all i wishedd for is a simple wishh. sendd mi backk home . ______________]]
maybe its too muchh ..
...
<3 jenmey .
♥
3:46 PM